everyone seems to be fighting against me, even if they're not even talking to me.
i can see it in their eyes.
maybe i'm just being a paranoid little kid, but i don't care.
i was snapped at for telling someone to be quiet; they were making stupid and distracting noises.
everyone asked me for stuff today, and what do i get in return? a shit day.
fuck it, fuck it all ;/
hopefully band practice helps me release a little stress, both anger and the other thing i don't wish to disclose.
grrrrr, rage.
i'm falling, falling so deep, and i just can't fucking stop.
i'm so soft nowadays, it's like i'm not me.
weep for yourself, my man,
you'll never be what is in your heart
weep little lion man,
you're not as brave as you were at the start
rate yourself and rape yourself,
take all the courage you have left
wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head
but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
i really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?
END IT FUCKING ALL! ~~
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