Quite a bit happened during the weekend, for bad or for worse I can't really tell, but I know it took a lot of weight off my shoulders. I'm hoping it didn't add weight to anyone's shoulders, really hoping.
Sing it for me
I can't erase the stupid things I say
You're better than me
I struggle just to find a better way
I feel like I've grown a pair, I've finally manned up to most of the good and bad things that have happened in my life so far, and just recently? Well, I entered the strangest mood of my life. I'm overwhelmed by emotions, and she did it. I always thought the term 'swept off your feet' was something used in fairy tales, and it's usually the prince of the story doing it to the damsel in distress. But; it's pretty much happened. Without me even realising it, I've found something so.. so real? I haven't even 'obtained' anything special as such, but I feel special. I feel real. I've never felt this real in my life. Yesterday night, something came flowing out of me that I'd never ever thought about before. Words that I wouldn't usually say to anyone suddenly materialised in front of my eyes, and to be quite honest, I felt vulnerable. So very vulnerable. Yet, it felt amazing.
I never loved no body fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind all these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music
and it breaks my heart
breaks my h-h-heart
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